Many a time, in fact, all the time I get this urge to talk my emotions out loud. But, the words just don't come out. I instead, end up talking to myself out loud. As pathetic as it may sound, but it is indeed the only thing that has saved me from committing suicide over the past 3 years. I don't have any friends and have successfully secluded myself from the world. Maybe, that has contributed a whole lot to this shy personality. I know things, I've got a lot to share, a lot of trivia that gathers dust in the seldom used corner of the mind. But Alas! As soon as someone comes in front of me, the whole thought process just fades away. I'm not able to initiate a conversation, and can't even muster up the courage to kick back with a decent, well thought out reply.
But all that shall now change. I've decided that I'll move out of my comfort zone and express myself and my opinions freely, without any prejudices. Think what the other person may, I shall not care. I will, for sure, go out there and deliver my opinions. I will even try to initiate a conversation with some people, for starters. Let's see how that turns out.
Overall, I've decided to change, and change I will, no matter what the world comes to.
PS: I don't even know as to why the hell did you read all this. But, thank you, random stranger, for taking your time out for reading a miserable post.
But all that shall now change. I've decided that I'll move out of my comfort zone and express myself and my opinions freely, without any prejudices. Think what the other person may, I shall not care. I will, for sure, go out there and deliver my opinions. I will even try to initiate a conversation with some people, for starters. Let's see how that turns out.
Overall, I've decided to change, and change I will, no matter what the world comes to.
PS: I don't even know as to why the hell did you read all this. But, thank you, random stranger, for taking your time out for reading a miserable post.
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